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static 03:00
if i stay another day, will you forget that magic feeling? if i leave and don't come back, will you please promise to keep healing? i'm afraid of all the static, it's erratic and i'm reeling like i know i'm small and fragile, but amazingly i'm dealing if i stay another day, will you forget that magic feeling? if i stay another day, will you forget that magic feeling? if i lose my shit out loud, will all your friends just think i'm crazy? if i tell them that i am, will they forgive me whem i'm lazy? i don't know how long it's been since i had real friends, yea it's hazy all the static in my brain makes me feel weird and kinda spacey when i met you, i knew right away that we were meant for each other when you met me, nothing really changed every day's the same for you, the same every day's the same for you, the same every day's the same for you, the same every day's the same for you, the same if i get fucked up and lose my words, will you know what i'm thinking? will you have a line rolled out in time to catch me when i'm sinking? it's unfair to think that you'll be there to stop me over-drinking i could do it on my own, if i could stop the over-thinking i could do it on my own, if i could stop the over-thinking (if not for all the overthinking) i could do it on my own i could do it on my own i could do it on my own
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hexy decima 02:26
is it really all that bad to want something i can't have? she said her phone was pink, but when i held it close it just looked white and when i held her close, i clung too tight but i know a cute crt who's pink her name is sprite is it really all that bad to want something i can't have? i really don't want much, it's just a singular request like i just think when things are pink, they complement me best like i just think when things are pink, they complement me best like i just think when things are pink, they complement me best! is it really all that bad to want something i can't have? is it really all that bad to want something i can't have?
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night mage flicker witch split between different worlds cursed with knowledge of the stars and creepy crawly things that hunt inside the dark death finds a way again day dream lovers meet in the core of the earth never questioning the flame a perfect melody that doesn't have a name a dream that never ends day dream lovers meet in the core of the earth never questioning the flame a perfect melody that doesn't have a name a dream that never ends
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power cycle 03:45
dry let me just close my eyes i'm way too tired to fight turn off my brain tonight bright these visions in my mind scars of a beaten child looking for somewhere to hide why? is nobody on my side? in my own dreams i just die even feel fake when i cry why? why? is nobody on my side?
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that the way to be happy fucken words that everyone else has said and it's all in my head but the truth is i'm just divine i wanna be happy where it leads i donno write this song as i go and so i've been told but the truth is i'm fine is to be a liddle bold i can... i can write whatever i want! maybe i'll sing something :) far awa- shit far away never is the goal too near i will stay here ocean water's never clear i will stay here
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la will you ever be big? la: nooooooo thought i was cursed to never be in love but then the feeling hit me all at once it fit like a glove now i would die for her, and i have cried for her, and i would kill for her, and i would lie for her she will never be big she will always be small! la come here! la: nooooo come here baby follow this way la: fine i look at la i know that she loves me too oh she follows me everywhere we go room to room now i would die for her, and i have cried for her, and i would kill for her, and i would lie for her she will never be big she will always be small! la: [various opinions]
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shadow inside me hauntress of my mind and yet she guides me carving paths of light i'm filled with multitudes that are sometimes rude and sometimes good but you told me once that all of me will always be there shadow inside me hauntress of my mind and yet she guides me carving paths of light shadow inside me and yet she guides me

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manic love, fear and longing, peace, trepidation, mental illness, and goofy-ism. just sharing what it's like

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released March 8, 2023

mastered by Noah Geist

released by neo-detritus in the winter of 2023 - find us online at neodetrit.us

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